HI everyone

[Mel]

Hi Ya'll,

How is everyone doing in here? I know I haven't been in here umm muych at all and I am sorry for that. These last couple of weeks have been busy. Haven't even had a chance to play around with Pogo lately. This last weekend was very rough but everything is okay so far anyways.

I talked with my professor today and was told that I could make up a test that I missed after my internship is done with. I didn't get such a good grade for my mid term but that was because I missed a test and have to make it up but she reassureed me that I will be able to bring the grade up to a B by the end of the semster Maybe an A but more then likely a B.

I am caught up on all my homework for right now do have something due Friday but just have to type it up so hopefully I can do that tonight after my appointment. I am still doing my internships at two different sites right now. I should be done with my hours by the first or second week of April then I will have much more free time on hands and will be able to relax some.

I so need to clean my place but lately I have been very very tired and totally exhausted that I etiher go home and chat/ while typing up a homework or lay in bed and sleep.

There a lot of things that I would like to do to this site but right now I just don't have the time.

ANyways I hope that everyone is doing alright. I will try and stop in again this weekend.

Always~Mel #angel#

[Rhonda]

Hey Mel:

Well hoe you willl get a little rest before you come--well you can rest here too --we don't have to go out everyday or anything but we can do some stuff
and well you already know what that is.....

I haven't seen anyone post here in ages--no Samm-- and the one day i as gunna tag her it said she wasn't welll.

Have not seen Emma on line in forever either or Nikki
did Nikki get into the special group home she was hoping for?

im tired and need a nap

this visiting b/4 7 in the morning gets to me and tomorrow am going over to my neighbours to visit with her.

She has been going thru a rough time but anyways thats another story.

Bekah had a good day today with her cousins over
and April said all the kids were very well behaved.

James is just so darn cute---and his little sis AnastasTia

Anyway hopefully i will catch up with you later if i did not fall asleep.

Saw Rich posted a bit but its been very quiet in here.

hope they all check in soon!!!

Hugs
Rhonda

[Mel]

Ye its been kinda slow in here. Partly my fault too I think Since I have not been able to be here online that much. I will try to get online more. Just getting wiped out so easily now its not even funny. Just got a couple mpore weeks of internship before I am done with my hours. SO then I will be able to be here more.

ALways~Mel

[jasmine]

Hi

I'm new here. Hope you don't mind me jumping in?!

I went to work today. As usual. I work in a small public library. 30 hours a week. Felt rather dissociated and spacey today.....also jumpy and anxious....but kept phasing out and wanted to stay there,and got annoyed at any interruptions or intrusions into that space.
Therapy tomorrow morning.....can't wait....even though that can be anxiety provoking too....its safe there....

[Mel]

Of course Jump in anytime! I dissociate from time to time but as much as I use to but I am better at grounding myself now.
Your right about therpy it is a safe place even thou it can be hard at times. But thats the place to be when havcing a hard time or need to talk about soemthign difficuty.

WELCOME! ALWAYS MEL

[jasmine]

thank you

[Mel]

Anytime Hun

[jasmine]

today....had therapy.....cried...it helped....relieved....

am now sat online in McDonalds cyber caff....should have eaten...but haven't...and its 10 to 4 in the afternoon....

will go food shopping after this, then go home...have several things to do then will hopefully be online again this eve if my flatmates are both out. (we don't have broadband!)

tired...need to get to bed on time tonight....no more late nights stringing myself out to cover up my feelings....

[Mel]

Crying is a good It always helps me feel better to have a good cry. I'm happy to hear that you are feeling better now. Get some rest tonight I have to hit bed tonight early and on time too No more helping my friend downstairs with his computer need to make sure i get to bed I have to get up tomorrow at 5 am for work at the SDH.

Have a goodnights rest.

Always~Mel

[jasmine]

5am is early! I hope you got a good night's rest and it went ok.

Had day's leave from work, met my parents. Went ok.
I feel like I'm getting a cold though....