a christmas wish

[bloodletter1980]

a lost and frightened child
sits curled upon the floor
hiding from the red eyed monster
just out side the closed off door
daddy drank the bad stuff
and he,s mad as mad can be
and when he drinks the bad stuff
he always seems to hate me

i cant hide from him forever
cause he always finds me in the end
and by then he just gets twice as mad
and theres no way to defend
i wonder why daddy hates me
why he always beats me bad
what did i do to make him hate me
it sometimes makes me sad

oh help me baby jesus
i have no one left but you
oh help me make it thru the night
the nights so black
and im so blue

oh help me baby jesus
oh help me before i die
and if you cant help me jesus
please ask your daddy to try.

[aka]

A sad story bloodletter, but if it helps people to get an understanding of what some people had/have to endure, then it is certainly worth telling.

Thankyou for sharing.