Hey

[Mel]

Well I am very stressed and not doing so hot right now. Things are a real mess here and well not to sure what to think anymore. I have been thinking that I may end up back in the hospital. Been really parnoid and thoughts of ending everything before they throw me in the hospital. Not sure what is going on just not doing so good right now. My place is a mess except for the kitchen and bathroom that is and I need to get it back in shape cuz its driving me nuts. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Anyways was online for a while but didn't want to bother anyone sao Just thought I would cvome here and vent. Take care Mel

[Rhonda]

Melissa:
Try and hang strong kiddo

Sorry i did not make it on line last night

Busy Day planting some perenials and all yesterday.

You have got to hang strong because your sis is coming and you have your trip planned for Australia and I know how excited you are about both and of course you have to think about Princess.

We all need you Melissa. is there any one thing that is bothering you?

i wish you would say hello... have seen you on line but hate to tag first as i don't know when you are doing your homework etc.

Take care of you
Hugs
Rhonda

[Mel]

Hey Rhonda, I am not sure what exactly it is. ALthough I have had this headache for alomost over a week now and can't seem to get rid of it GRRRRRR. I did however leave club early today so that I could come home and pick up a little. My bedroom I vacuum and it looks better. Today I am getting a dresser which will help a lot becuz FFH gave us these things that are suppose to be dressers but they just have two shelves in it and then have three really really small drawers that you can fit maybe five pairs of socks in it piled on each other though. So I finally broke down and got my self a cheap dresser today adn I am also getting one of linda's old dressers. Going to put the old one in the back bedroom where Cyn will be staying.

I haven't seen my counselor in like two months now. WHich probably isn't a good thing either. I am hoping tha tthey will get here early withthe dresser becuz I need to go back to the club to have rich help me with spanish. I have a quiz that I have to take this weekend and well I need help with it. This weekend I have to go through things so that I can get rid of some of the stuff in the back bedroom. I still have a few boxes there. I would like to go to walmart and get one of those cabinets so I can store somethings in that. But not sure that will happen anytime soon.

I will be on tonight but I thinkit will probably be a lil later around 9sih or so becuz I have aome thigns i Have to do this evening.

OPrincess is doing a lot better. SHe is sleeping through out the night (knock on Wood) ANd doing much better. I think she just need time to adjust to that fact that she didn't have her female parts anymore hahahahhaa Her system was probably all whacked out.

Anyways Talk to you all later. Always Mel

[Rhonda]

Hey Chickie

Fell alseep while waiting on line ... anyway this 3 am vigil Paul has is getting to me . I like to sleep to at least 5 or 6 am....how ridiculous is that!!!!!!!

Anyway got up early yesterday had running to do. My dad he needed some stuff mended and went to Costco and spent too much money.... however most of it was stuff for him ( Paul)and the rest for both of us except my earl grey tea which is mine unless my sis comes she enjoys it as well.

Anyway today is Friday and I think he wants fish but he may want Pork chops that I got yesterday.I cannot eat those.

My friend Uta.. remember her .....gets her new puppy Saturday and I wanna go meet him. He sounds adorable. I love puppies and guess what Mel remember the minature horse next door
Katy May she is gone I miss her . It was bad enough they got rid of the Mom but Katy May talked to me everyday I went out there
and smiled cuz she wanted carrots. THEY are moving but boarding the horses down the road.

A 21 year old is moving in... hope is amiable and not like how Debbie was when she first moved in. Life is too short to be fighting with neighbours .

Wow now they are saying that David Carradine was found naked in his closet in the motel room in Thailand with rope tied around his g enitals and his neck which was first thought maybe suicide but now they think it may be soem kind of s e x act.
freaky stuff... too much info for me.

anyway we are going out later for a bit.

April is having probs with Petey again ....he grows balls when he has his parentsand sister Lisa behind . Lisa is not a very nice person and she has helped her friends in the past kidnap their kids etc. and actually charged with being an accessory to kidnapping.


She is also very pushy and well i think April has some cause for concern but she is handling it legally with police involvement and court involvement so hopefully this will work . I mean Pete's father already kidnapped her from school in Chippawa once...I pray it works.

I am really getting too old for this nuts... i mean it!!!

Hope you are doing soem better ... glad princess is letting you sleep through the night. Hope you get in to see your consellor soon and maybe see a doctor about the headcahe... i migraine and they sometimes last for a week or so, Have you been eating ... you may need food to get rid of that headache... you may be hungry!!!!

Cynthia comes soon another week or so.


Take care hope maybe you will be on when I get home ....if i get a chance to get online.

Monday Paul and i will have been married 35 years wow seems like its weird .

Hugs
Rhonda